AYHJA: "God's Favorite"

AYHJA, Son of the Great "I AM"

The Aleph Yod Heh Yod Aleph

Yeah, don't worry about what that means...It somehow fit into this post...Anyways...Beyond face value, and into intricate detail, the web can be pretty intimidating...

For example, trying to do a blog, when you have never done a blog...When you first figure out what the hell a Blog is, and then try to figure out a reason to have one (I'm still stuck on "for the hell of it") you get started...And even though it is sold to you as being easy, fast, and clear cut, you know it never is...

That's the web for you, the universe in a nutshell...Nobody really knows how big it is...And even if you went about it your whole life, you'd only see a small fraction of it...Even then, almost nothing is what it seems...So, I've decided to take a chunk of this shit, and make it my own...I figure, that since I'm a living, breathing part of the internet, that I should share my experiences, finds, and haunts with everyone who cares enough to see them...

I'm not expecting many to come, but then again, that seems like the usual way to get attention...Let me take the time to say this, I make no apologies, other than ones that result in someone else getting hurt...And even then, it's a bit of a long shot to actually get that on the record...I think people should damn think before they communicate, in any form, so that when they do speak, it is a good representation of thinking...If something comes out of your mouth, and it doesn't make sense, then you're probably not cogitating on a "normal" level...

I am not interested in hiding who I am, or what I like...I'm not comfortable with not wanting to represent everything that represents me, or everything that I'm about...I am free from caring or being concerned with what other people think of me...This life is too hard knock to feel any other way...It is hard enough to make it, let alone hard enough to make it and please everyone else...If I can't have it my way, I don't want it...I'd rather scratch and work for pennies from home, than work for some smuck who can tell me where to be...I'd rather tell somebody something about me upfront, than have them find out about it later...The world is full of idiots, but, they don't know that they are idiots, they're seemingly oblivious to it...Smart people know how to digest information, and read REAL people...It's what I call RADAR...

It comes in handy, especially when you must interact with others to either make a living or make a hobby...You are likely to see anything on this blog, my personal philosophical rants, or my ventures in the realm of psychological theory... From my studies on multi-dimensional theory:





To the latest hottie I've run across on the web...Haha, probably more of those than theory, but oh well...If you're shallow minded and unable to see the big picture, God I feel sorry for you...Maybe if you were real with yourself about who and what you are, you wouldn't spend so much time worry about other people....It works for me...

So...Welcome to The Palindrome, my backwards and forwards approach to life...

Enjoy...