The AYHJA Blogger: "Reloaded"

Naturally Beautiful Actress Eva Mendes

The Numbers:
Height: 5' 7"
Birthdate: March 5, 1978

By the way...That picture is huge...Beware...

So, here I am, two week since my last post...Alas, I have pictures this time...So, rest easy, and read a bit...

So, the name of this post is "Reloaded," and I'd really be lying to you if I told you that it wasn't Matrix based...Love the movie, it's my favorite of the three...Coincidentally, some people feel it is the worst, didn't live up to the first one, etc...Whatever, those people missed the point...There were some very good elements presented to you in the 2nd Matix, that you may hav missed...And like all good things, I have found a way to relay them to my own life and experience...Peep Game...

In the first movie...Neo is just this regular hacker dude...Living life...But LOOKING for something...Aren't we all..? Eventually, he finds a really good lead to what he has been searching, and it turns out, his whole life is a lie...And somewhere inbetween fighting for his place, trying to push aside conventional thinking, he finds out that what it takes to be The One, is walking the path of The One...

"Apropos," you don't get where you are without first getting there...The things we go through in life, no matter how tough or trivial, are the very things we need to get where we are going...

So, by the end of the movie, our reluctant hero has taken into the belief...Not of programs, Agents, or Morpheus' ugly ass green tie, but HIMSELF...All you EVER need to believe in, is in yourself...I mean, what else is there..? His entire journey was one of purpose, cause it only dealt with him...It dealt with him being the very best person he could be...And by doing so, he was helping all of the world...By the end of the first movie, we catch a glimpse of the second...

He comes back RELOADED...

Now, all the things he learns in the first movie, the fighting styles, the ins and out of his new life, and they are reapplied...He has taken what he learned in the first film about himself, and taken it to a new level...In his world, you can miss him with that bullshit...You want to try and take a shortcut..? Gonna just shoot me huh..?

Riiiiight...Please, refrain from shortcuts, and give it to me like I'm about to give it to you...And that he did...He reloaded, but this time, he didn't need an armory Dubs could be proud of...He was mentally and physically consolidated on all levels, at that point in his life where he has the power to understand his purpose...It takes much more heart, and an even bigger will, to believe in you...

In thought, it's pretty hard, isn't it..? So many things loom...Failure...Personal Loss...All huge things against you...It is much easier for me to say, "Nobody reads this blogger," and not to worry about it, than it is to sit here and write my thoughts...Think of all the things we don't do, not because we can't, but because we simply find ways to not do it...More often than not, we are our own worst enemy...And like Agent Smith, the negatives always out number the positives...But they cannot overwhelm them...

I have grown from a boy to a man...And while that doesn't mean that I am complete (I still have my revolution) my powers are getting where I want them to be...I know what I knew yesterday, but now I know something else as well...And an extended thought process means that I am humble...But very ready...So being Reloaded means I am no longer confined to the space that I feel confines so many others...

And that once confined me...