The Love You Save

The Resplendent Nadia Bjorlin

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Birthday: August Second
Birthplace: Rhode Island
Site: Bjorlin.net

I am all about being honest, let me tell you...

I have promised myself to be honest this year, even it if meant someone got hurt...Even if...It was a lie I could tell and get away with it...And somehow, it has gotten me here...Let me explain...

Throughout time, you come into contact with hundreds of thousands of people man...It is amazing to think about actually, in some way or another your decisions, even the small ones, affect the lives of others...All too often though, we realize this when it is too late...Life is much, much too short...It's all about handling things in the moment...

But, this wouldn't be my blogger, if this story didn't somehow have something to do with a woman, I mean, lets keep it real...I hate to draw the comparision, but having a crush on someone is a special kind of thing...And when you look at it, it is a kind of love...One that is extremely unique...

What..?

See, what I mean is that often we have these grand ideas about what it must be like to be in the arms of someone whom we adore...It could be you and them never got to go out, or they had someone, or you had someone...But you could see their smile, and hear them laugh...And everything would be alright...That was enough...Seeing them walk, or hearing them sing a song...You adored them, and you loved them, just for what you saw...But whatever the reason, you never acted on it...

And so, 10 years have passed, and that feeling is still there...A brief bit of communication, and so it returns...That pure, unconditional feeling that doesn't change, and doesn't require the other person do anything special or extraordinary to sustain it...A simple conversation...

That love lives in your mind through the amazing things that put it there, and in that respect, not much can compare...But the trick to it, is not to act on it...The challenge, is to keep it, and hold on to that...Not to try and build on it, potentially ruin it...As long as you hold it inside of you, it isn't cheating...In my mind, I can live a reality in which all the things I think and feel for that person, express themsleves in ways as innocent as saying hello...

So, here is to being honest, and telling someone how you feel...



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