AYHJA's Psycho-Analytical Theory, Part I.

I have decided to take a break from my normal posting these days ( wouldn't want you all to think I was just about babes ALL the time ) and publish something I have been thinking about for a long time...The psychology of human behavior...

I am fascinated with the human mind...Any attempts to define and explain the mind of an individual, will only lead you to the dynamics of it, rather than its definity...I spend countless hours reading and writing, and even attempts to rationalize my own behavior have baffled me...

Who we are and what are we doing here...Do we REALLY know the answers to these questions..? Do you know what you are..? I believe myself to be equal parts of pure energy, bonded together by unconditional love...The creator of this existence I have, and myself (whom I call Lord God) loves me enough to all me to exist...

But, in terms of behavior...I can't explain it...What holds the mind together..? Is there something that prevents me from going atop a building and sniping people..? Why don't I drink and drive..? What is it, that holds the majority of us steady, while constantly letting the rest of us seeming fly free...?

I do not read psychological journals or doctrines...It is not that I think I am a genius by any means...I just don't want my ideas to reflect those of someone else...I have a few theories that I work on just to explain my own life...The first part of it, is called, "The Theory of Relative Existence and Balance"....

It is outlined by the simple fact that I believe what holds us together is the things around us...IE, what directly affects your world, depends on the amount of things you feel offer you balance, on a conscious or subconscious level...It consists of holding something in high regard, and maintaining it, so that in light of anything else around you, something remains consistent...We all have something in life that we value in the highest regard...You may value you life, or the life of your child so much so, that nothing else matters...As long as that one thing you hold in high regard is in tact, your existence remains in tact...

But, that one very thing is often hinged on something as thin as a string...We can try to build barriers around it, and protect it, but if that fortification is ever breeched, we loose it...The great leaders of history, have a knack for finding that one thing in the individual, and using it...Others, find that thing in a person almost inately, and manipulate it...I can't explain really, how that happens...

I know what I hold in high regard...And I know that should something happen to it, I would never be the same...This is why I won't be the next DC Sniper, or why I won't run off to Hollywood to try and be an actor...This is why lawlessness does not rule our planet any more than righteousness does...Everyone has a purpose, a purpose in a plan that is so divine in scheme and balance, that we dare not try to comprehend it...

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